myztEriEz nZyd mY hEad…
myztEriEz nzYd mE,…
kIPz On puNching..
kiP kNoCking…
AnD kiPz on buRning…
wAt Am I gOiNg 2 dO with thiZ??
dOeZ aNy1 ouT there knW hoW 2 ztop thZ???
dO I hAvE 2 kip 8 4vEr???
iz there Any cUrE for thZ???
ohh… f zUmbodY dO,..
pLZ tEL mE…
hELp mE…
im dyiNg….
hAhA…chArR2x lNg…pRuttt..
i NVer thOt i wUd fEEl tHiZ wAy..
b4 i waZ thiNkiNg And aZkinG my Zelf, “dO i knOw hoW 2 LoVe?” aNd i aLwAyZ eNd uP ZaYiNg “i gUeZZ i don’t.” thZ iZ 4 D fAct tHAt i aLWayZ eNd uP fROm bEiNg Zo dAMn ZtuPiD bcOZ D feELing tHaT i WaNTeD 2 feEL 4 sUMbOdY eLZ wUdn’t laZt.. i jZ don’t kNw Y.. i jZ feELl 8.. And cAN neVr cONtroL 8..4 tHatZ wAt rEAllY iZ..
bUt tHEn nOw, i’vE foUNd a mAn HUm i cAN Zay hE became the light of my life cOz hE iZ D 1 tHAt coMPletEZ mE, mYKz mE truLy hapPy aND moZt oF aLL hU trULy unDErZtaNdZ me 4 wAt aNd Hu i aM…
hE bcaMe paRt oF my lYf n jZ aN iNztANt, bT dEFiniTeLy dOeZ a biG aND a lOT oF diffEreNceZ..he abZolUtely cHaNgEZ my lYF..
I’V leARnEd mAnY thiNgZ fROm hiM.. i rEalYZ tHngZ wHiCh i thoT b4 2 b Zo iMpoZZibLe AgYN 2 haPeN, I’V doNe tHnGZ WhiCh i diDnT dO b4.. 8Z jZ thAt hE isZ rEaLLy…
reAllY D 1 Hu cAn mYK me hApPy…
he’L alwayZ b D 1 hU’L oWN my heArT..
onLy hiM…
aNd nO elZ cUd eVer chaNgE tHat..
wATeVeR HapPenZ..
aNd wErEVeR lYF tYkZ Me thRoUGh…
hE’l aLwAyZ b n mY hEArt nO matTEr wAt..
8Z jZ thAt wAt i aM feEliNg rYt nOw iZ bEyONd mY coNTroL..
uNexpeCteDLly i fOl n lUV wiHh hiM…
aNd i doN’t knw hoW 8 hapPEneD…
buT thE hell i caRe aBwT thOZe thngZ,
4 aLL i caRE iZ thZ…
thZ feEliNg tHAt iM fEEliNg rYt aT thZ mOMeNt…
i love him Zo MuCh…
and lOviNg him tHat mUCh iZnT jZ enOuGh
cOz 8Z bEyONd woRDz…
anD thAtZ 8..
iM Zo gLaD cOZ finAllY i feEL 8..
aNd nOw i knW..
lOvE cUd b thZ hRTtfUL!
OUCH!
i jZ dont kNw wAt 2 do…
aLL i wAnT 2 dO iZ 2 loVe hiM wiTh aLL mY heArT anD ZouL tiLL iRuN oUT oF TyM…
ahehe..ChaRr2x Lng gUd…
(fOr mY zwIng)
ahehe..ChaRr2x Lng gUd…
(fOr mY zwIng)
==mah ztory==
yah! i waz once broken
i lived lyk im dead,..
do u know how 8 feelz lyk?
a tremendouz pain…
8 cutz me…
8 breakz me…
can’t help myzelf…
i can’t even pretend i’m alright…
tearz fell every now and then…
i drunk…
i tried 2 zmoke once…
thot that 8 wud help but 8 didn’t…
i even uzed other people 2 cover up the pain but ztil, 8 didn’t work..
until i realize that i zhudn’t ztuk my world around him…
and that i zhud muv on..
and 8 took long before i hav moved on…
thankz 2 him,..i learned…
i found zum1 huz worth dyin’ 2 b with…
zum1 hu iz more than the pazt…
zum1 hum i can’t liv without…
and that’z my zwing…
we’ve 2gether for 3 yrz…
and we’re very much happy coz we’re ztil ztrong…
we’re very ntim8…
we’re not yet married but 8z lyk we r…
i’m happy…very happy…
==="juz bliv..don’t luz hope…8z not alwayz rainy…zo feel free 2 luk for d zunny part of ur lyf…===
i mAdE zEvErAl lOvE qOUtEz, pOEmz, And wAtEvr U cAll thAt…i ddn’t iNtEnd 2 mAkE 8 4 Any Of mAh pAZt rElAtiOnzhiPz UntIL zUm1 gOt mAh hEArt brOkEn, tOrn mE intO piEcEz And lEft mE hAlf-dEAD…8 wAz hARd…cnt mOvE…wEn i wAz dEzpErAte, i tUrnEd winEz intO wAtEr…i itOxicAtE myzElf…thOt thAt 8 wUd hElp…i EntEr iNtO rElAtiOnzhiPz Agyn…bUt mAh hEArt bEaTz 4 nO OnE…i jUz plAyEd thEm…thOt thAt 8 cud cOvEr d pAin…bUt nOthnG hApPn…8z dzAmE Az 8 wAz…zO i cUt 8 All…ztUpid i wAz…i dOn’t hAVe thE OmnipOtEnt Act 2 gEt hiM bAck…cOz f i dO, i knW hE’ll do cOmE…pRidE blOckEd Uz…zO i tRy 2 4gEt hIm…8 tOOk tYm mOvE On…8 toOk tyM 2 zToP On hOpiNg tHaT hE’ll zOon cOmE…i lEAvE thE mEmOriEz bEhInd…And ztArt A nEw lyf…A lyf thAt wUd gO bEyOnd yEztErdAy…And U knw wAt?i did 8… i OpEnEd mAh hEart 2 zUm1eLz…I lUv hiM mOre thAn yEztErdAy,..i lUv hiM mOrE thAn i tHot i cUd,..i lUv hiM mOrE thAn mAh lyf…i lUv him lYk hE dO lUv mE…
mAh mAn…mAh fiAncE…mAh zwing…
hE’z zUm2 i cn’t livE w/O…4 AlmOzt 3 yrz, hE’z w/ mE AlwaYz…hE EvEn zlEEpz hErE…ActUAlly, hE zlEEpz hErE Everynyt…A tRuzt wAz crEatEd On bOth pArentz And cLoznEzZ Az wEll…i wiLL nEvEr lEAvE him…i lUv him vEry mUch…hOnEztly, i’v givEn mAh All 2 him…Even mAh zOuL…And im nOt AzhAmE tO tEll thE wOrld AbOut 8 cOz i lUv hiM…fEw yrz fOm nOw im gOnnA zAy thiZ infRont Of thE cROwd "i, do"…(",)…
i’vE hAd mAh fAllz wEn 8 cUmz 2 relationzhipz… And thOt thAt 8 wud nEvEr hEAl… thOt thAt mAh lyf wUd bE immEAzUrAblE 4 lyf… thOt thAt i cAn’t luv Agyn lyk i’v luv b4… bUt All mAh pErcEptiOnz wErE "WRONG"… mAybE, d hEALing prOcEZZ will tAKE tym,… but bliv mE, 8 wUd… nEvEr lUk 4 AnOthEr pErzOn 2 cUm cOz 8 wUd jUz cOmE by 8zElf… And dOn’t EvEr tEnd 2 clOzE Ur hEArt… cOz EvEryOnE Of Uz ArE dEztinEd 2 bE hAvE zUm1 hUm wE cAn zhArE OUr lyf with….
=====> lyk i jz did<=====
And im hAppy bEing nlUv………..
luv u
very….
